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i am having a problem with envy again. another of my friends from college, this one got married dec. 2001, is pregnant. i HATE feeling envious and jealous of friends who are expecting a blessing. i want to feel happy for them, and after a month or so, after the jealousy and enviousness wears off, i am very happy for them, but i want to be happy for her NOW. please pray for me about it. i want to be joyful in my situation and be joyful for others.
to make matters worse, i’m on my period right now and my emotions are already a bit on the crazy side. patience patience joy joy these are the things i keep whispering to myself (i think my dog thinks i’m insane).
check out the precious dreams section (star number 2 lol) because i just wrote a new poem today.
praying for contentment, patience and joy,

Jenn

I'm a Christian wife to an amazing man and a stay-at-home-teaching mom to four special & incredible boys (14, 12.5, 10.5, & 8).  Sign up for posts, deals, & updates. Find me on Facebook (Writer page) (Fan page) (Community group), Twitter, Pinterest, Instagram, and Google+.

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  1. This is a very sweet and special place . . . May the Lord meet w
    This is a very sweet and special place . . . May the Lord meet with you here, and hear your petitions, and grant you the desires of your heart, in accordance with His will and His plan for your life.

    Love and hugs,
    Lynn

  2. I just love what you have here. it is beautiful. I am glad that
    I just love what you have here. it is beautiful. I am glad that you have found the strength to start writing here again. Prayers and Hugs,
    Candi

  3. Orli & I love you very much!! 🙂

    Orli & I love you very much!! 🙂

  4. I’m still thinking of you. 🙂 I thought I was pregnant this mo
    I’m still thinking of you. 🙂 I thought I was pregnant this month… but nope, it seems that I have high calcium levels that need more attention from my doctor. *sigh*

  5. I know what you are feeling. It is so hard to fight the jealous
    I know what you are feeling. It is so hard to fight the jealous feelings for those thate have what we long for so much. All we can do is pray for the hardness in our hearts to disappear.

  6. Oh I still feel the old envy too. Remember God made us human and
    Oh I still feel the old envy too. Remember God made us human and noy perfect my sweet. We are trying the best we can to deal with the cards we have been dealt. I feel the envy everyday even though I have been blessed through adoption. I thought I was pregnant this month and I was very saddened to be wrong. My neighbor friends are trying to conceive their second babies and it just makes me sick. I know that sounds mean but it is my true feelings. To be able to lay down with your hubby and make a baby must be a beautiful thing. Everyday I strive to make one connection on the net to adopt another child and it just seems so very hard. Hang in there sis as I still know how you feel even though I have been blessed with Faith.
    You are my friend always Jenn!!

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