i am having a problem with envy again. another of my friends from college, this one got married dec. 2001, is pregnant. i HATE feeling envious and jealous of friends who are expecting a blessing. i want to feel happy for them, and after a month or so, after the jealousy and enviousness wears off, i am very happy for them, but i want to be happy for her NOW. please pray for me about it. i want to be joyful in my situation and be joyful for others.
to make matters worse, i’m on my period right now and my emotions are already a bit on the crazy side. patience patience joy joy these are the things i keep whispering to myself (i think my dog thinks i’m insane).
check out the precious dreams section (star number 2 lol) because i just wrote a new poem today.
praying for contentment, patience and joy,