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well guess what i did last night. i am such a dork. presidio med was on, and i really like that show. but unfortunately it was ALL about babies being delivered! one couple had twins who were conceived by ivf and they almost didn’t make it. another woman had two children already but she delivered at 32 weeks and bled so much she had to get a hysterectomy!!! and her baby was fine at first, then she died! it was sooooooo sad and draining and i was just bawling afterwards. why do i put myself through things like that? i’m just in a really sad place right now and i can’t seem to shake it. please keep me in your prayers.
(if you don’t know what i’m talking about please refer to the past two entries)

Jenn

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  1. Oh Jenn… I can relate to that. I watched Maternity Ward this
    Oh Jenn… I can relate to that. I watched Maternity Ward this afternoon, and then when I dropped off my 12 year old daughter for a sleep-oever, there were brand new twin girls there. *sigh* It seems that they are the first grandchildren, and were born just a few days ago. They smelled SO good!!! Of course they asked me if I wanted to hold one… I did, and cried in front of everyone. 🙁 It was embarassing, but I’ll get over it. It’s just that the wee one smelled so good, and felt so wonderful in my arms. Please know that I am thinking of you, and you are in my prayers.

  2. I wish you wouldn’t allow this to consume your mind Jenn, you k
    I wish you wouldn’t allow this to consume your mind Jenn, you know it’s from Satan. I wish I had some wise words of wisdom that could help, but only you allow God to help you thru this pain of not having a child will do. He knows your pain and hurt and will bring good from it. I’m trying so hard to think of the woman’s name in the old testament who longed for a child and whe was well up in years when she concieved. God will give you this child you so desire in his time. I love you and wish so much I could ease your pain. Love you, Nancze

  3. I’m so sorry to hear about what happened. There’s really nothing
    I’m so sorry to hear about what happened. There’s really nothing I can do but pray. But try not to think of this as God letting you down. This is a bright light that God will use later in your life. I know it sucks to hear this right now, but with faith, you’ll know it’s true. You’ll know God is smiling down on you right now. He has truly blessed you already.

  4. Jenn~
    I am so sorry you are going through this. I was praying th
    Jenn~
    I am so sorry you are going through this. I was praying that this would all work out for you this month.
    I seen the previews for that Presido Med and made sure I didnt watch it…I just cant handle shows like that.
    BIG HUGS!
    Love,
    Candi

  5. Hi sweetie…I’m sorry you are going through such a difficult ti
    Hi sweetie…I’m sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I hope that soon the sun will shine for you and that your biggest wish come true…Until than you are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay positive, even when that is hard at times !!! MAny Angel hugs

  6. Oh hunny…you are sooo in my thoughts. I tried to post this to
    Oh hunny…you are sooo in my thoughts. I tried to post this to your tag board but it wouldn’t allow anything over 10 characters…so here I am. I hope you know that you are in my prayers and my thoughts. I even put a special note up for you in my entry today! I am sending you all the vibes and healing thoughts I can. I know this is hard on you! and I know coming to read my blog isn’t making things better. I am sorry! But always remember you are in my thoughts…I can’t say that anough!!! Contact me anytime if you want to chat privately!!! I am here for you sweetie! Huggles & baby Vibes 🙂

  7. I can’t say anything to ease this pain… my heart hurts for you
    I can’t say anything to ease this pain… my heart hurts for you. But I can, send you a((( BIG HUG!)))

    HANG IN THERE!!
    Love and hugs
    Lynn

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