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well, i’m back from the appointment and i bring disappointing news. somehow the egg folicles were even smaller this time than last month. they were 8, 10 and 12 in diameter and what they want is 18. so no injection. i have an appointment on valentines day of all days to meet with the dr again. i haven’t seen him since i started the clomid. the nurse says i will definitely be prescribed some injection but she doesn’t know if he’ll want to run more tests on me.

i am very disappointed. i cried off and on the whole way back. i’m so thankful jerry was with me, and i’m so thankful he’s so loving and supportive. he took me out to steak and shake for a comforting meal. then we picked up a few groceries at aldi’s. i don’t know what we’re going to do. i do know we are going to save up some money to pay off the bills we already have so we can start on the new drugs. it’s almost unbelievable that this is happening. i never in a million years thought i would be infertile.

thank you for your prayers and love. i really really need it. i know the Lord has a plan for us. it’s just so hard to see it. i am working on recording the vocals to i will listen and i will put it on my themesong page as soon as it’s done – it’s up now! click here this really does sum up everything i’m feeling and thinking.

God bless,
jenn

Jenn

I'm a Christian wife to an amazing man and a stay-at-home-teaching mom to four special & incredible boys (14, 12.5, 10.5, & 8).  Sign up for posts, deals, & updates. Find me on Facebook (Writer page) (Fan page) (Community group), Twitter, Pinterest, Instagram, and Google+.

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  1. Oh honey… I"m so sorry, and I have a feeling of how your
    Oh honey… I"m so sorry, and I have a feeling of how your emotions are running right now. You are still in my prayers. *gentle hugs*

  2. Oh Jenn *HUGS* I can’t begin to imagine how you must feel…I wi
    Oh Jenn *HUGS* I can’t begin to imagine how you must feel…I wish there were words that could give you comfort…it looks like bad news is the way this day is going…my husband got his ASVAB scores and they were very high, he was told under the MOS he is qualified for he could be deployed overseas in the next 2 to 6 weeks for 12 months 🙁 so I will have a husband and a son over there!! I am trying to be cheeful and supportive, while on the inside I am scared to death!! I am not afraid of being alone and taking care of our home and boys..I am afraid of losing my soul mate and my son!! I know I can do what I have to do and I know if the worse happened they would go home, but as a wife and mother I just want more time 🙂 Both are still here but I have this empty feeling!! I pray God will give you and I both the strength and the faith to continue on this journey!! Love ya!!

  3. Jenn honey…I am sending HUGE hugs your way! Please try to kee
    Jenn honey…I am sending HUGE hugs your way! Please try to keep a positive outlook and remember…God works in mysterious ways! ~Lin~

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